How awesome

It's late...I have to work in 11 hours..I could go to bed and get some sleep...Still have to get up early and do the usual "grown up" things. Today was weird. I was super emotional, my thoughts were running rampant. Thoughts of Logos, my mom, my dad, the kids at Hargis.. I wanted to cry soo many times and yet my Lord comforted me every time. Gosh, I can't even explain what it was that I was feeling.....Whatever it was I didn't like it. The day got better, I spent 20 mins with my kids talking about 1 John 1:9 and God's righteousness....I can't really explain everything I said to them.. but man, they got it.......I mainly talked about that to them because, I , myself was having problems with getting into fellowship that day. God is soo crazy..I love it. After I set it aside( my out-of-fellowship-ness) and I let him use me, He reached out to those kids..It wasn't me, it was all about Him..His glory..I wonder about Paul the Apostle..How he felt in times like these..
I just feel like rambling because this is how I feel..Paul used to be Saul..Who killed Christians, didn't believe in Christ, thought he was a fake..And God put him on his face and showed him Christ..literally..... AND CHANGED Saul to Paul and ......the rest is history..So to speak. Look how God used Paul..He went from killing Christians to becoming one himself..God transformed Paul. He became an apostle for the Lord! It is soo amazing to me....To live by the sword you must die by the sword..and that's exactally what Paul did. He befriended people,they betrayed him, led them to Christ, was persecuted for it, made a few mistakes here and there, but God was with him every step of the way...Crazy..How awesome is our God..

Accomplishments

Yeah..I for some reason was inspired to post another blog. Possibly about nothing, but it really is the thought that counts. So, it's Saturday, and I feel like I've accomplished nothing today. I went to the mall today to pick up some things and I did that, but once again, not a huge accomplishment. Ohhh..But there is one thing I did get to enjoy today that I haven't had since Ohio...Chipotle..Yes, thats right, I said CHIPOTLE..Alabama finally decided to invest in a restaraunt that everyone from all over the country would like. I think it might be the last state to build one...Haven't researched that, but I might take the time to look it up..Maybe that might be my accomplishment of the day? ............Nah. Then I would really be lame. Ohh well..
I actually don't know what I am trying to accomplish.. Maybe it's how many times I can't type the word accomplishment in a blog? Or doing my laundry, cleaning my room, cleaning my car??? Who knows..Ha. Ohh me.

Let me know

Wish I had what I needed
To be on my own
Cuz I feel so defeated, and I'm feeling alone
and it all seems so helpless
and i have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
with no where to land
And all I see is it could never make me happy
And all my sand castles spend their time collapsing
Let me know that hear me
Let me know your touch
Let me know that you love me
and let that be enough
It's my birthday tomorrow
No here could know I was born this Thursday 22 years ago
and I feel stuck watchin history repeating
yeah well am I just a kid whose needy
Let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me
and let that be enough