Friday, February 06, 2009

Once again I am writing while I am sick..
I know in the past I've written about how truly horrible it is being sick
but being Vickie Leber and being sick is even worse.
I wrote before about how I do become whiny and mope around.. As I've gotten older
I don't mope around or get whiny all by my lonesome.. I immediately become
whiny and even cry when I get around people! I noticed that this morning when
I got up and saw David and became all whiny and started crying about how bad I felt..
And I know I can look at it and see that I wanted some sympathy and I want to show
how I feel on the inside.. It just makes me laugh that I do that.. But I did better after I realized I did that, I quit whining and just braced what was going to be laid before me..
What laid before me today was not fun in any way.. I started off this morning feeling awful; headache/sinus pressure and NAUSEA! So I thought I would continue and take a shower and I would eventually feel better as I got ready for work.. Nope while in the shower I honestly thought I was going to get 'ill' .. So I tried calling everyone from work to get a substitute for my class...Ugh that took a lot out of me, more than I expected.. But all in all I got it all worked out and I stayed home today and kept my face in the ceramic bowl . =)
It wasn't fun.. But what was fun was thinking about how much fun work would have been today, had I felt better..
I love those kids. They say the most hilarious things! Sky (the other teacher) and I quote those kids all the time...
I did miss them today. I wish I hadn't gotten sick. God has blessed me with a great job and those kids =)
Ahh I think I'm feeling better.