Sunday, October 21, 2007

Last night I read Amy's blog..and it made me cry and sad in so many ways. I cry, because I hate that cancer is something that she might have..and I don't want that for her..and I hate that I can't be around to be that friend to her..All I can do is pray for her..Not that 'just praying' is bad..but when you used to have a friend that you cared so much about and something so serious occurs in their life, and you can't be there for them..It really sucks... and I think of so many friendships that I miss and how much I've missed out on. I hate not being apart of their lives..I know I can still pray for them and love and care for them..But what specifically can I pray for? how do I show them I love them? How do I show them I care? without offending them or not give them enough space.
I talked with Carrie last night about lots of these things..and she gave me some great encouragement and advice..I appreciate her friendship more than ever..and It made me realize how much I aprreciated my former friendships too. I think God has so much more healing and fixing to do in my soul. And like Amy said in her blog..I too need to trust in Him and always pursue a peace within HIM.
It's times like these is when I realize how much I need my Lord so much..Like a child to its mother..as a sheep to its shepherd.
I don't know why I felt like sharing..Guess it has been something that has been on my mind..

Monday, October 01, 2007

That Sunday morning







Here are some of those pictures that I took that Sunday morning..
My Father is so amazing..