Morning SHOUTS

This morning I awoke to a beautiful beam of light, piercing through my window onto my wall..My wall has a mirror on it, so therefore the light reflected off of the mirror and onto my face. It was 6:45 in the morning and I could not go back to sleep..The light was soo beautiful and I was amazed by it..The light consisted of an amber richness with a golden hue..It was truly remarkable..As the sun continued to rise so did the light and it moved ever so slowly on my wall..Eventually away from my face.
It was a great wake up call..As if God were waking me and telling me to get up.

My mind raced , I thought of a million things.. If I wrote everything I thought it might be as long as the harry potter series..But I also prayed and spoke with the Lord..and it was good..I enjoyed it ever so much.

this was random, but it has been lingering in my head all day...

Sin

I was looking at myspaces and facebooks today..Also thinking about lots of stuff.
I was thinking about my friends, the ones I have, the ones that are gone, and just the others that sort of aren't there anymore..
And I started to think about how amazing it is when something soo traumatic can happen, and it can change lives, views...hearts. I thought about sin. How it can seem to do the same thing.

This morning I saw three cars get pulled over for speeding..I myself, a few weeks ago commited the same crime. Are we not sinning while speeding?
Cursing..Yeah..That also seems to sneak its way to the tip on my tounge...
Gossip......used to be a huge struggle for me in middle and high school..
It is simple everyday stuff right?? Like..
"hey it's okay they are small sins..nothin big?? I mean it's not like I'm gay, or killing people or sleeping around with somebodys husband.."

Why is it that we as humans, flesh, sinners, find it okay to put labels on which sin is worse than others..Isn't it ultimately up to God to be the judge of that..I mean, He's already said it is all same in his eyes..Every sin we do is sin against God..Our Father..
I would never purposely hurt my earthly father..Why hurt my Heavenly Father??
It's crazy how sin works..
It can change lives, views, and hearts..
But we can choose what we do after we sin. We can either confess it, change our mindset and attitude..Or..confess and keep on doin it.
What are you gonna do?


I decided to put this song on here..Because I liked it and I love the whole message of it..

Hey lady sitting by yourself
I can hear them say
You don’t belong here
If your man’s away
Cause we believe in a love
That has no end
So you can either tough it out
Or you can live in sin

Just when I start to think they’ve got it all wrong
That’s when I realize the truth

Maybe they’re right
You don’t belong here
You deserve to be where there are people who care
Instead of a world
That shouts from the high road
Saying “We love like God but you don’t belong here”

Hey you with the rainbow flag
I can hear them say
You don’t belong here
Not if you’re gay
Although we all fall short
I guess some still believe
Some people can fall too far
For grace to reach

Just when I start to think they’ve got it all wrong
That’s when I realize the truth

I’m not trying to decide whats right or wrong
I don’t think that job is up to me
But they’re selling passports to the gates of kingdom come
Like they’re the ones who hold the key
But they’re not

Hey you hanging on the cross
Is it really true
When they say we don’t belong
You’ve been there too
You were a friend to the prostitutes
You were a friend to thieves
All for that your blood was shed
On calvary

Just think about it..