Saturday, August 12, 2006

God in this Place

It's always amazing when we find ourselves trying to take control of life's situations..When really it's Gods plan. Recentally Amy and I have been struggling with trying to find a place to live. First and foremost I am soooo stubborn and I seem to think that I can handle everything.. Like, I don't need God right now, I've got it all under control...When really I didn't. I wasn't spending time with the Lord daily and I wasn't praying, and if i was praying I would try and take over again. I've gotta say..When I finally stopped being bullheaded and prayed and gave everything to the Lord, it felt like a ton of bricks was lifted off of my shoulders..And I realized that God is in control... It's funny sometimes when I come to realize some of these things cuz it's the same stuff I have known for years..but yet I am still stubborn to it..I know now that it was a test and God really showed me that being stubborn really has to stop..:) SOo but anyway I just wanted to vent and blah blah blah..